new climate

I have a a very good news despite all the bad ones. Tak lah bad mana pun, biasanya yang terjadi pada saya lah kan, apa yang dikejar taklah dapat. Tapi apa yang tak dijangkakan itu lah yang mendatang. Tetaplah saya menadah tangan bersyukur. Kau gila nak complaint segala? I wasn't sure if the history repeated somehow the same episode back in 2006 appeared.

This time it wasn't kambing gurun and the rest. The new one..shall i call it cap helang?Those who know, keep it to yourself, those who wonder...let's call it cap helang. A quite brand new and still climbing. So MP will i see you in your padang pasir base one day? Takpalah saya pakai lah jubah nanti. Eh tapi betul ke kalau bukan mahram tak boleh duduk semeja untuk kopi-kopi dekat kampung awak sana?

It wasn't as I expected, sebab pada hari yang sama. Aku nak gi try cap lain. Tapi memandangkan KB sorang message suruh pergi jugak, ok let's give a try. So the rest i'm done with training for 7 days di sekolah wau. What a good experience kan?

Zaman tok kaduk dulu masa kemaruk sangat nak jadi trolley dolley, saya pernah cuba cap wau beberapa kali. Tapi tak dapat. Kenapa saya cakap what a nice experience. Some people are so kekwat! What to do I fly for more than 2 decade. So you wont feel to look at the young one*aku lah tu, sebab aku kan nampak macam 17~ mampus perasan* or even smile back to me? Erkkk it's a No No No...those who are in a high position. But that wasn't represent the rest, masih ada yang baik, senyuman mu menawan. If all i can conclude, smile back to those who are smiling at you worth no money to loose.

I'm sure if I tell this to set2 bekas wau di kambing gurun they will quote "alah beb...gaji kau besar lagi dari diaorang"

Let's not talk about gaji, because it can be misunderstood. Kan tak pasal ada plak kata nak menunjuk. People certain to look at you because of what you've earned, tapi budi bahasa zero pun tak menjamin kan apa-apa.. Anyway this cap helang ramai yang puji senyum saya ni manis dan nampak muda*perasan giler*.

Biasalah bila kena puji mula la keawan-awangan. Ada yang ingat saya FRESH!Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sukanyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa*guling-guling atas lantai*.

I looked back at myself after a few days. Sebab hari yang pertama tak berapa sedar,lepas tu baru sedar yang saya ni senang sungguh buat kawan dalam pada mula nya malu konon. I noticed the different, some people are quite reserved on the 1st day and try to observe. Tapi aku ni tak tahu lah kena rasuk apa, selamba boleh nak click dengan orang. Padahal orang tu punya lah back off. I can't read your mind, so I don't know. Disebabkan itu mula lah aku terfikir...eh aku ni overfriendly ke uh?? Makji Esah...am I?

I've told to some of my batchmate, just keep it quite for what I've done for the past 3 years. Nothing to show off and everything are still in grey area. They look high on me, but let's be humble here. You are nobody without His blessing kan? Saya sentiasa mohon jangan lah saya ni teriak n takbur ke apa, mana lah tahu tiba-tiba kau nak tunjuk pandai ke kan?

A new working culture i believed, it's more easy to communicate but somehow I noticed the old habits and culture are widely applied. So I just wonder, when someone make mistake, the rest will keep talking about his/her mistake and the best part is to spread around about his/her bad attitude and mula la nak boikot without knowing the truth.

If you are flying more than a decade and you still have those habits. I don't think you are profesional yet.

Anyway THANK YOU ALLAH!!!!