attitude ah budak tu

Semalam gi briefing, roster changed. Crew asal sakit, crew ni ganti...no hal walaupun set crew tu saya tak pernah kerja. Masuk brifeing room, saya terbiasa dengan KG*kambing Gurun* punya style, wish morning to everyone but no self introduction especially salam. What to do I was 1st class..paris.....International.

Some of them I know when we went to the Souq, just tegur and lite chit chat. Some I smiled while putting my bags. So can  I consider it as breaking the ice?.

No...It's not happening here.

In terminal, I smiled again to some of them but no response and they start buat-buat muka. I'm not a mind reader, so I don't know.

Onboard..I did my work,there's one time some boxes almost fall on the floor while I tried to pick it up and talking to other crew  at the same time. Saved by one girl who stood behind me. But I turned to the guy because he mentioned something. Kiranya I didn't turn to her and says thank you or says sorry.

my PakDara si purser zone saya datang, tanyanya ada tak saya introduce diri kat semua anak kapal. Saya cakap takda tapi saya wish morning to everyone. Nope..he said, I should make a practice to introduce diri, lagi pun apa salah nya kalau salam sekali. Kita kan orang melayu So what he wants me to 

Spotted...not about being melayu, but previous company culture perhaps?.

PakDara continued asking me what happened with the boxes and the crew 'cakap' I don't even say sorry or thank you. So what he wants me to do is to go to each of the crew and introduce and appologise to that particular crew.

I was laughing because this is sooooooooooooooooooooooo Cap Wau*CW*.

..............

Ok fair lah, kita join set orang. So I went and apologise to the person yang cakap I tak cakap tu. Dia memang cantik tapi sayang hati je kurang cantik macam muka dia yang pakai set-nite-cream-cap-indonesia tu. Tapi biasaah pokcik is being pokcik, I have no filter to guard my mouth too kalau orang dah treat macam budak sekolah. Dalam mintak maaf pokcik mention lah sebab telah 'kurang ajar' tadi and explained apa yang berlaku. It's just happened and I mean nothing sebab sibuk lagi pun. Kau ingat semua orang nak sembah-sembah dan tunduk-tunduk ke? Seraya berkata "takpalah nanti datang je zone saya dan TARUK je*POMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM*.

Poor PakDara, because of  me, perempuan purser tu complaint sama dia lagi that i shouldn't mention kurang ajar. Weh......kau takda kerja lain ke nak buat selain dok complaint? Datang nak kerja ke datang nak sentap about personal stuff?

Untuk kesekian kali nya selepas mendengar apa yang ADB saya dok cerita selama diaorang kerja di CW, baru lah saya tahu betapa culture ini sangat bangang. Sebenarnya bermula dari awal lagi...like domino effect lah ni, sebab kau tak intro diri lepas tu semua nak pick point.

For me lah kan, this is maybe works on me lebih baik kita focus on work bukan pasal personnal matters orang tu. Ni budak tu attitude, budak ni attitude. Budak tu tak ok, budak ni tak ok...more to personal issue. Bukan ke patut focus pada kerja, budak tu tahu pasal kerja dia ke? Buat kerja ke? Ni tak....feeling senior je.

Last skali disebabkan itu bersiap sedialah nama anda akan tersebar dengan pantas sebab CNN works very well, maka ramai lah akan quote 'I look forward to fly with you'. And I look to fly with you too...so nampak gayanya saya pemes lah pas ni kan?

Anyhow, I still look to learn the good thing from them. Not everything was bad kan?

MP...any advice?